| I see many people each and everyday. And I have come to realize, that I, myself, will never be beautiful. I will never fit into anyone's top ten list. I will never be that skinny hot blond. I won't be that girl you take home to your mother. I will never fit your molt. I don't have perfect curves, I don't look great in those jeans. That MAC makeup, doesn't cover up my ugly. I got stretch marks,scars, and bruises. I am stupid and will never win a prize for having brains or beauty. I don't wear dresses. I don't spend all my time shopping or going to the mall. I done drugs, fucked and fought. I been arrested. I like girls. I eat pussy and like it. I don't have many friends and never been 'Miss Popular'. I'm poor. I hate the U.S of .A. I don't believe in god. Or the devil, or heaven and hell. And no I won't regret it in the end. I make promises and don't always keep them. I told people's secrets. I stole. I cuss a lot, too much. I can be a drama queen. I cry a lot. I use to cut myself. I drive to fast. I am lazy and boring. I'm disconnected from my family. I miss my grandmother. I'm scared of the "Real world". I hate a lot of people, I probably hate you. I love some people, and it probably isn't you. I'm fat ugly, stupid and realistic. But at least I am myself, how many people are proud of that ? |
Lovin' the deviantID - you am what you is!
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"I'm cheap, and nought but fashion; fling me away." - John Donne
"Do not fear mistakes. There are none." - Miles Davis
thankyou for the favv ,)
nice doodles you got there...you should redraw them on white paper or something!
but i kinda like the...notebook lines too
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One cannot fly into flying
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